Right now I feel like Snow in my Icon

[nal_rene]

This weekend, mom was supposed to help me sew my dress for the Renaissance fair in mid August.  We did a little of that. mostly though, we've been packing. Now, they are packing to move into a new apartment. I am packing to move into a new apartment and packing for college and packing away the stuff I'm storing for the next four years. That is quite a bit more difficult.

Albeit mom works all the time, so I understand where she is coming from and have no issues.

Albeit this is the first big move Morgan will ever remember, so I understand his anxious behavior. I just don't want to deal with it.

Albeit my dad is struggling with depression and diabetes. I get that. As long as he stays sulking in the corner I won't have any issues, but the minute he starts railing on me when I wake up and don't even get a chance to be alive before I'm yelled at to pack, then we are going to have issues.

I just realized that I seem to be angry at my dad a lot. And I am. But I also love him dearly. He used to be my favorite person ever, so I guess that's why I'm so angry that he has let me down.

But I found a bunch of old fics that I'm going through to see what I can salvage and make awesome.

I am also struck by how big my Teen Titans obsession used to be.

I'm also realizing that my FFXII obsession still hasn't died... hmm.... :D oh well I love my obsessions!

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[nal_rene]

Thank God.