Where Does The Sky Go At Night

Logic Final. 50% of grade. 2 hours. 1 hour on just three proofs. 5 points extra credit. Brain dead.

Owie. Owie.

Need something. IDEK!!!!!!!

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I feel a tiny bit better.

Looking around
in a sea of haggard faces.
We are young still.
So what is this?
This sadness.

Happiness at strange material things.
Metal cases with music,
our souls, trapped inside of them.
God forbid
we have any voice of our own.

Conniving to find a way
to trap the world,
creativity, to starve
those with souls and reward those without.
Creating a world of madness.

What is this madness,
This insanity that tears us apart?
Crushing the angels.
Choking the devils.
Creating, creating, but never achieving.


What is this madness,
that kills our souls and
snips our heartstrings?
Why do such young people
look like they are about to collapse?

At the coffee stand
before the sun has awoken,
to start each day with a cup of poison.
They give it to us because they know
we'll riot should WE ever know.

They chase us, choke us,
beat us, rape us,
so we never stand,
so we never see,
our eyes too shadowed by their smiling green.

Meat filled with shit,
potatoes baked and covered in grease,
not grease, no even worse than that,
our children's lives is what we eat,
our freedom we'll never keep.

I'm downloading World of Warcraft... again. New computer, but still. I am kinda afraid it will consume my life... again. But it was so fun to play.. AND I CAN PLAY WITH PAPA SO HE DOESN'T GET LONELY!

All in all. I think it's worth it. I have fanfiction to keep me from letting my life get totally taken over.

Restarted my Seifer fic... because it was crap, so I just started from scratch again. Bye-bye 1500 words... WORTH IT!!!

And I've decide that I use caps lock a lot... maybe too much... and the amount of dot-dot-dots make me sound like Vincent...

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Hehehehe...

This weekend, mom was supposed to help me sew my dress for the Renaissance fair in mid August.  We did a little of that. mostly though, we've been packing. Now, they are packing to move into a new apartment. I am packing to move into a new apartment and packing for college and packing away the stuff I'm storing for the next four years. That is quite a bit more difficult.

( Cut for angry talks about family... )

I just realized that I seem to be angry at my dad a lot. And I am. But I also love him dearly. He used to be my favorite person ever, so I guess that's why I'm so angry that he has let me down.

But I found a bunch of old fics that I'm going through to see what I can salvage and make awesome.

I am also struck by how big my Teen Titans obsession used to be.

I'm also realizing that my FFXII obsession still hasn't died... hmm.... :D oh well I love my obsessions!