Where Does The Sky Go At Night

That is right! Today is August 31st! It is my birthday and guess what? I am celebrating it with me, myself, and my mom. She is taking me to the spa and I am getting a massage. Tomorrow were having my b-day dinner! Spaghetti and cheesecake! Weird combo? Probably.

I am also Rping with Bri, and god knows what else. Yes today is my birthday.

I could buy a sex toy if I wanted to today.

The question is if I have money to do so. Probably not. :D

I need to write. I need god fanfiction to read, but I'm too lazy to search for it. Maybe I should just go do it.

So I spent 7 hours yesterday sewing my corset for the Renaissance fair in mid-august. IT'S SO PRETTY! Best part? I did it almost all by myself. I have to go back over to Chloe's house later next week, so she can sew the boning into it, but it's so pretty. I'll put up a picture after it's all done. My skirt too. I decided to put silver bells on the flounce of the skirt. What is a flounce? Umm... it's a piece of fabric that goes "FLOUNCE" when you move. You'll see.

Umm... that's it.

( Small Cut for Politics )

My only complaint? When i register to vote this year, I am forced to either choose Democrats or Republican, I don't get to choose independent. That's F-ed up. Just saying.

I'm a little anxious actually. Really excited, but what am I going to do sitting in a boat floating for four hours tomorrow? Listen to conversations made by drunk and high adults?

It'll be cool I guess to float down the river, but what if something super cool comes to mind for an RP or a fic? Or about life and my audition on the 12th? I will have nothing to do... at all.

( It'll be fun to be with my mom though. )

With no money to do anything we all got bored. Sitting around isn't as fun or relaxing as one might think. I did the math and after all of my expenses I have $11 left over. I'm rich!

So we are going treasure hunting.

Maybe we'll find some nice dresses that fit, or... something. In any case, it is off on a grand adventure with the family (minus Morgan who is going to the beach).

On an off-hand note, I found my rings which were eaten by the void!

So I took my Drive test and failed, but in my opinion it was pretty stupid. I did stop. The drive instructor (Who was a student, not the actual person) said I didn't, but I did, I waited the three seconds necessary to qualify as stopping. Oh well, apparently I also failed paralell parking, which I didn't, but oh well. If they want to dock me points because I had to pull forward then that's their problem, not mine.

As it is, I am very proud of Bro. This is his last swim lesson for this section and apparently he has gotten really good. I get to go and watch him today then go Christmas shopping with Mom.

Bri has gone to Arizona, which is cool. Actually it's hot. Apparently it's 65 degrees down there. She'll get to see her family, who she has been missing. And when she comes back she'll get her gifts from us.

I get to go to Fed Way tomorrow and see Grandma. Much excitement,

But it's not so awesome anymore.

Me and my favorite cousin, Lauren, had a really bad fight today. I don't think we'll recover from this one. She is too brainwashed by her abusive mother and I'm not close enough to her to get her to let go of her hate. Recent to her was last October and the fight she had with her Dad, which wouldn't have happened had she been thinking clearly and reasonably, had she let go of her hate and forgiven him for his clumsy attempts at parenthood during a very hard point in his life.

It sucked. I was in the middle of the Hope Endilon scene in FFXIII and then after it was all over and done with... I had a very bad evening and not even videogames really helped. It sucked.

I am home! (Thank god) And now the only yelling child I have to deal with is Morgan. And God have I missed my family. I know, I say that now, but I'm sure that in a few days I will be ready to commit homicide.

Pinnochio was cute. I think I liked the first session of kids better. Yes, there were more screaming children, but they weren't purposfully disobeying me like quite a few of the second session. Plus, first session could act. But then again, I got to see second session grow and develope their skills. They came into the program, either unable to sing a ballad (*cough* Gepetto *cough*) or unable to take direction, but they ended the program laughing and willing to expand and explore.

But let me tell you... there is a lot of stuff to unpack before Bri comes home. On the plus side, she is great at packing things, So unpacking them is super easy. On the downside, Mom never took Morgan's stuff out of the closet, So I can't unpack because I have no where to put anything!!! (*Superangryface*)

I have been working on areyougame and it is superfun. I have to edit my august second one, but it's done. On the otherhand... I have one I have to finish in 4 more days that I haven't even started on and I am running out of ideas! :( But I love the prompt, so I have to finish it.

Well I should probably go unpack. (*Sigh*)

Angle food cake with whip cream and berries.
I love Ham.
I love crude jokes.
I enjoy making fun of my brother and listening to the turns that conversation or simple questions will take.

I see in pictures.

Drugs are bad, but hilarious.

Mario cart with cheats = win.
Super mario brothers+cheats(x4)= win.
Mario = God!

Yesterday was my Grandfather's funeral.

He died at the age of 63 maybe 64 from cancer and it's not fair. Robert Yount left behind the love of his life, my grandma, Julie Lee Vance and it's not fair. He left behind 11 grandchildren, of which I am the eldest, and it's not fair. He left behind 2 son's and 2 stepsons and it's not fair.

He took with him the love that all of us used to light our dark paths and it's not fair. He took with him his wisdom and experience and it's not fair. He took with him his inner light that he never once hesitated to share with us and it's not fair.

Why him? Why a good man? Why the last gentleman on earth? Why did he die? Why did our foundation crumble?

It's not fair.

What's worse is that a lot of Bullshit was spewed by his two sons and that the two people who really spoke like they cared were two close friends, his stepsons, and myself. (Will write more later)

She is clawing at the couch and is fighting with one of our neighbor cats. His name Is Norm. Normally Vit and Norm get along really well, but he has been trying to get in and my baby girl doesn't like that. I hope they figure it out, its a bit of a hassle having to yell at them to get along.

So I also have figured out that my PMS really makes me jumpy for new RP's (And a bit bitchy). So its been kinda strange for me and Bri.  We've figured out that our characters REALLY REALLY want to just focus on the core 6 because we have been doing a lot of character exploration on characters, while cool, are not in the core. They feel intruded upon.

I just watched Dead Fantasy, again, and OMG I love it all! I'm so amazed at what one guy can do. Not only that, but each character has a story that you figure out just by watching, because there is no sound. It's so ccol. Tifa if freaking amazing! She is the strongest of the Final Fantasy girls and is so freaking cool! There is this brunet Ninja chick and her story is awesome. I don't know Dead Alive, so I don't know her name. Hitomi is cool! She goes up against Tifa and when this one guy comes with his ninjas she gets really mad at him for interferring.  I imagine that Tifa has been the only one to match her in skill all of Hitomi's life so it's awesome. Yuna gets her butt kicked by the Brunett Ninja because some blonde chick with a huge ponytail decides to send her some robot clones. The brunett gets uber upset and confused. She wants to beat Yuna fair and square. So she kills all her clones. Cloud comes to help Yuna and she is like, "Dude you look like Tidus. OMG I'm so sad now. Oh you want me to hope on your motorcycle? Okay... But i'm still upset about Tidus."

So anyway, Something is wrong with mom. She hasn't gone to work in three days now and I'm worried. She can't look at bright lights or she can't see at all. The doc. says something is sqweezing her optic nerves, but there isn't a whole lot of things that can do that. Tumor comes to mind though. She is going to go get checked out again today. Lucky her, she actually has Health Care.

GOD I WISH OBAMA WOULD HURRY UP AND GET NATIONALIZED HEALTH CARE LIKE JAPAN HAS!!!!

I'm really hungry... Morgan can't play on his own. Even though his birthday was yesterday and he got all these new toys, he still can't figure out how to play on his own. So I have to yell at him some more so that he will leave me alone and so that I can eat.