Where Does The Sky Go At Night

Hmm... I have a tendency to say that a lot, don't I?

Yeah. I do.

Nevertheless, I do live. I am going to a party tonight. I have a job. I have some new fandoms. I have some new friends. I am out of my depressed funk. All in all, life is good.

I will share more later, but for now, FF_Land is moving over here, so I will be here more. :D

Logic Final. 50% of grade. 2 hours. 1 hour on just three proofs. 5 points extra credit. Brain dead.

Owie. Owie.

Need something. IDEK!!!!!!!

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I feel a tiny bit better.

Looking around
in a sea of haggard faces.
We are young still.
So what is this?
This sadness.

Happiness at strange material things.
Metal cases with music,
our souls, trapped inside of them.
God forbid
we have any voice of our own.

Conniving to find a way
to trap the world,
creativity, to starve
those with souls and reward those without.
Creating a world of madness.

What is this madness,
This insanity that tears us apart?
Crushing the angels.
Choking the devils.
Creating, creating, but never achieving.


What is this madness,
that kills our souls and
snips our heartstrings?
Why do such young people
look like they are about to collapse?

At the coffee stand
before the sun has awoken,
to start each day with a cup of poison.
They give it to us because they know
we'll riot should WE ever know.

They chase us, choke us,
beat us, rape us,
so we never stand,
so we never see,
our eyes too shadowed by their smiling green.

Meat filled with shit,
potatoes baked and covered in grease,
not grease, no even worse than that,
our children's lives is what we eat,
our freedom we'll never keep.

That is right! Today is August 31st! It is my birthday and guess what? I am celebrating it with me, myself, and my mom. She is taking me to the spa and I am getting a massage. Tomorrow were having my b-day dinner! Spaghetti and cheesecake! Weird combo? Probably.

I am also Rping with Bri, and god knows what else. Yes today is my birthday.

I could buy a sex toy if I wanted to today.

The question is if I have money to do so. Probably not. :D

I need to write. I need god fanfiction to read, but I'm too lazy to search for it. Maybe I should just go do it.

I'm downloading World of Warcraft... again. New computer, but still. I am kinda afraid it will consume my life... again. But it was so fun to play.. AND I CAN PLAY WITH PAPA SO HE DOESN'T GET LONELY!

All in all. I think it's worth it. I have fanfiction to keep me from letting my life get totally taken over.

Restarted my Seifer fic... because it was crap, so I just started from scratch again. Bye-bye 1500 words... WORTH IT!!!

And I've decide that I use caps lock a lot... maybe too much... and the amount of dot-dot-dots make me sound like Vincent...

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Hehehehe...

So I spent 7 hours yesterday sewing my corset for the Renaissance fair in mid-august. IT'S SO PRETTY! Best part? I did it almost all by myself. I have to go back over to Chloe's house later next week, so she can sew the boning into it, but it's so pretty. I'll put up a picture after it's all done. My skirt too. I decided to put silver bells on the flounce of the skirt. What is a flounce? Umm... it's a piece of fabric that goes "FLOUNCE" when you move. You'll see.

Umm... that's it.

( Small Cut for Politics )

My only complaint? When i register to vote this year, I am forced to either choose Democrats or Republican, I don't get to choose independent. That's F-ed up. Just saying.

With no money to do anything we all got bored. Sitting around isn't as fun or relaxing as one might think. I did the math and after all of my expenses I have $11 left over. I'm rich!

So we are going treasure hunting.

Maybe we'll find some nice dresses that fit, or... something. In any case, it is off on a grand adventure with the family (minus Morgan who is going to the beach).

On an off-hand note, I found my rings which were eaten by the void!

I hate precalculus. It sucks. Bri is great as far as help, but I feel kinda bad because I am rediculously bad at it. I get help and then I get it, but then I do another problem and I need help again.

On the other hand, I love my icon! It's fluffy!

I hate that I never have time to research college scholarships at the career center. I know it's only the second week of school, but still. GRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

Central is awesome. Their application form is awesome. It's easy.

Poster Painting is interesting, but the populars are probably going to take it all over and guess what? There will probably be no pictures of me or my friends in the yearbook. Oh well.